a girl like me
It was way back then 2006. It just felt like yesterday…
A snowy night with great friends, great food and great fun. It was the first and the last time all of us had karaoke together with at least a carton of beer. By the time we left it was 3am in the morning. My feet went numb from the moment i stepped out of the building. It was a freezing cold -18 degrees. We went for supper. Talked and laughed. Watched the sunrise and felt the time pass by. And then we went our separate ways.
Name: Cheryl
Date: Friday the 19th , June 2009
Colorgenics Number: 03152467
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See yourself as others see you…
You are fed up with other people trying to influence you and you also feel that it is necessary to protect yourself from the threat that your independence and freedom may be restricted. You would just like to be left alone.
Presently, you are experiencing stress because of restriction on your independence. You need and seek respect from other people and it is essential that they appreciate you for yourself and not for what they would like you to be. You have your own beliefs and convictions and you would like to be respected for them. You are anxious to avail yourself of every opportunity that may come your way but nevertheless, come what may, you have the need to control your own destiny without imposed limitations or restrictions.
Enough is enough – but the problems never seem to stop. They never stop. You feel, and maybe you are right, that the problems seem to go on and on and you have indeed had more than your fair share of trials and tribulations. But to give you credit – you bounce back time and time again – you stick to your beliefs because deep down you have that inner knowledge, that ‘belief’ system that in the end, everything will turn out OK – and you are right – it will!
You are a very warm and emotional individual but unfortunately in the past too many people have taken advantage of this sensitive trait. You need aesthetic surroundings, or an equally sensitive and understanding partner with whom to share a warm understanding.
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“Many live in air-conditioned flats, work in air-conditioned offices, take the air-conditioned metro to air-conditioned shopping malls connected to each other by underground tunnels where they shop, eat, and exercise in air-conditioned fitness clubs.”
Is it just me who finds the view on Singaporeans rather… unique? hahahahahaha. Or maybe its cause its 5:30am and I’m so damn tired.
When the time comes, you can start all over again.
Just keep on breathing.
A day goes by.
A new day comes.
Don’t think about anything else.
Every moment you just have to breathe in and out.
It isn’t that difficult to live.
You wake up in the morning and eat.
And you do the things that are given to you for the day.
And so you live for another day.
Living is just like that.
So why do you do the things that you do.
Don’t wait till its too late.
When everything turns fuzzy.
To ask yourself, ” What am I doing here.”
It’s not only me.
It’s weird how you stick to a particular song after a night of surfing youtube…
And this is my song of the night…
When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you
Haven’t made
Your mind up yet
But I would never
Do you wrong
I’ve known it
From the moment
That we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong
I’d go hungry
I’d go black and blue
I’d go crawling
Down the avenue
No, there’s nothing
That I wouldn’t do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging
On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change
Are throwing wild and free
You ain’t seen nothing
Like me yet
I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn’t do
Go to the ends
Of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love
I think I’ve been over indulging on cheese recently. Cheese Nachos. Cheese Fondue. Cheese Sandwiches. Cheese Biscuits. Cheese Snacks. Basically all things cheese. Well at least my peanut pancake craving days are over.
Oh yea, did anyone hear about the new 5-year Euro-English plan? Whereby “zer vil be no mor trubl or difikultis and evrivun vil find it ezi tu understand ech oza. Ze drem of a united urop vil finali kum tru.” I find it rather amusing. If you see me typing like this on msn one day, it means I have finally mastered the “art of Euro-English”.
It’s unbelievable how the days just fly past you.
Things that I did over April. Drinking beer on a flight. Drinking beer after I landed. Drinking beer during dinner. Eating fried rice in the middle of the night with beer. Did lotsa cabbing and walking. Went to minimal sightseeing. Took the MTR. Did not eat in a restaurant even though I really wanted to. Ate alot of streetside food. Ate dumplings every morning and night without fail. Ate tiramisu, pizza and pasta everyday. I think I ate more than 30kg worth of food when I was there. Ate alot of meat. Did not eat fish the whole time I was there. Did not go to Disneyland.
Note to self: Must do more sightseeing in the future!!!
ALL HAIL MEGATRON!!!!
All the talk about bags today got me thinking.
What was your very first bag?
And by bag, I do not mean a “school bag”.
My very first bag was a Mulberry.
A white Mulberry.
It was beautiful.
It still is as beautiful as it was, though its definitely a little faded.
But come to think about it, I should have used the money I saved all those years ago to buy a hairdryer instead,
It is so irritating trying to dry your hair in front of a fan or slowly and patiently wait for your hair to air-dry itself everyday, especially in the middle of the night.
And my hair is not sparse or thin.
It’s coarse and thick and irritating.
I want to chop my hair off soon.
and I really need to get a hairdryer soon.
